I’ll never forget the day I saw two lines & found out I was going to be a Mom. I was happy, I was scared I panicked because all the ‘what ifs’ came flooding in. Would I be good enough? For 9 months I got to know that heartbeat that lived inside of me, for 9 months he felt so safe right there.
Then came the day I saw his beautiful face for the first time and fell so madly in love with this amazing boy. He is full of spunk like his Mama and has so much sweetness, like his Dada. He is a Mamas boy & everyone seems to fall in love with him the moment they meet him.
We are in a challenging stage in life but man is it fun. One moment he is defiant and calling the shots, the next he s singing “Uptown Girl” to me & telling me I am the best Mama in the world. He will forever be the boy that owns my heart. He is the first to call me Mama, how lucky am I?
After hiring our photographer, I had a few omg “what am I going to wear?” moments – as I tried this outfit on & went to ask Lucas how I looked, Grayson ran up to me smiling and giddy; he hugged me and said “you look so pretty – please never take this off, okay?” he then told me to spin like a princess and held my hand.
That was all the confirmation I needed.